possibly subconscious anxiety/guilt -> self sabotage, bc I have a lot of tags that need doing; or possibly just thrown off bc my work website is down and I don’t handle my plans being forcibly changed spectacularly, plus I’ve been weird and glum since my mom got hurt even though she’s out of the hospital and apparently doing (relatively) good ...
is this just ‘when stressed enough I will always find a way to feel like an alien’?? I can’t have hit ‘when it feels like everyone hates you, you need sleep’, I’ve slept! No one even said anything! The only thing people could be annoyed about is the lack of tagging I’m doing because this is killing my motivation which ...
there’s just also this weird undercurrent of SAD and I’M WEIRD AND SHOULDN’T INTERACT WITH PEOPLE to it and I don’t know what spawned it
The only thing people could be annoyed about is the lack of tagging I’m doing because this is killing my motivation which ...