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[life]

body: so our new sleep schedule is falling asleep at 3 am and waking up at 9 am right?me:

gonna rest the rest of the night. seeya tomorrow, everyone.

[Pro...moting I guess] I'm writing a Poem a day like I said I was going to, so you can read if you like.

I'VE COME TO MAKE AN ANNOUNCEMENT - I MANAGED TO MAKE MYSELF SOMETHING TO EAT INSTEAD OF JUST EATING GUMMIES AND PEANUT BUTTER CRACKERS

now I can't sleep. got too used to waking up about now.

>tornado warning'ok its not in my county tho thank god>it's near the city where my mom is

[mom]

oh. latte decide to cuddle with me in my lap. she almost never does that because she always was hanging around mom.

Something I've decided to do while I'm waiting and just...sitting here, is to write and read and record a poem every day.

well. I fell asleep at 4AM and actually wasn't called or anything. maybe thats good news.

cant sleep. I got a total of one hour after crying my heart out on a crisis line. I dont want to be awake anymore.

i shouldn'thave hoped i shouldn't have hoped i shouldn't havbe hoped

SHE'S DOING BETTER!! HER KIDNEYS ARE IMPROVING AND HER HEART'S OKAY AND WE'RE NOT OUT OF THE WOODS YET BUT I'M SO

Working on my Patreon right now. Getting all my old written work uploaded there.

in other news my upstairs neighbor snores like a motherfucker. I'm not sure if this is better or worse than the last one who fucked almost CONSTANTLY

im scared and its all my faultWell, during my breakdown last night I managed to prove to myself i could record and edit a video even if it's just me crying (this is actually somehow positive inside)

mom survived the first surgery. they're giv8ng her time to recover and get some strength back before finishing up, but it'll be a long road.Hopefully, there's still time. God, please, let me still have time with her.

mom is definitely getting surgery. bowel obstruction. got told there's a 75% chance of complications.this might be it. I don't know what I'm going to do.

could you guys share vids or anything funny/made you smile lately? I'm feeling a little better and I need it

hi everyone, if anyone's still following me. my mom is in the hospital. I've had severe depression for a while. spent ages bedrotting. I have no prospects, nothing. no income. I'm just a big fat tick who couldn't plan out anything to save her life.I haven't eaten well or slept well for days since the weekend.