me an hour ago: great, i have so much time to do tags!
me: so i should list EVERYTHING i even sort of need to do and then panic, right?

somehow... i think this is not the organizational scheme i needed to use right now

also possibly this (fairly gross) energy drink wasn't the proper drink with dinner

just gotta do one thing at a time!!

<33 yep! i'm getting rid of the list and making a much more pared back "this is what I talked about doing and i'm HIDING the other shit until the first stuff gets done" (one advantage of obsidian for note taking, at least: STICK IT IN A FOLDER AND PUT IT SOMEWHERE ELSE)

but geez, i am uncommonly capable of over-prepping myself into a spiral

okay. well. this is not happening for some goddamn reason and i'm just gonna go with it because um. i can't stare at a computer all night and also then do gig work all day tomorrow? so hopefully i'll get up early.