yud1
have you ever felt things are going well, but you are anxious, er, concerned there may be nasty surprise in the next turn. or the one after.

I mean I'm fairly cool-headed person (on the outside at least) (trained, not innate), but, man, I'd be lying if I say I'm never predisposed to be anxious and overthink things. /krik

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galesh
me, everyday in the last 1+ year...
Grace
My counselor says you gotta find the actual root to why you cant enjoy the peace as is. I mean, it is no brainer, but for an overthinker like me, finding the root is not that easy.
galesh
Grace : my actual root? Easy, I like having a more than decent income and afraid to lose it (haha)
yud1
yah, through some learning and some unusual approach, I happen to have figured out much of those, though it wasn't always easy. so, yeah, it could have been worse... (LOL)

but then it's probably as much nature as nurture. in parallel universe where different things played out, I might well be severely anxious everyday too. pretty sobering, that.
Grace
galesh : i still wonder what's exactly mine though. I guess I should practice mindfulness more.
yud1
Grace : and that's okay, right. took some unconventional approach to figure out with me too. assuming you're in good hands, trust the process and work on it. that should be good enough.
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