Pumpkinmelon
[MH/idk what's happening here/tmi but not actually gross] This is the second night in a row where I have felt totally fine until I went to bed, only to feel horrible and weird and unable to sleep within an hour. Is anyone around to just chat, here or on Disco?
Pumpkinmelon
maybe I'm too hot so I turned down the temp in the apartment
Pumpkinmelon
might crack my bedroom window
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
I'm around!!
Pumpkinmelon
I just woke up from stage 1 tossing and turning in full panic mode because I feel both bloated like a fucking balloon with a lump in my throat and insanely hungry which is a WEIRD and unpleasant sensation that is doing all sorts of things with my stomach issues
Pumpkinmelon
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
: howdy, how's the night treating ya?
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
It's going. I'm awake for no reason, but I am watching Wonder Egg Priority.
Pumpkinmelon
what's that?
Pumpkinmelon
I'm fully accustomed to occasional night panics (last night I just slept rough and weird) so I'm going through the panic management check list
Pumpkinmelon
talk to someone to distract myself and calm down, sit up, get cool, damp wash rag to help ground myself, deep breaths
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
It's an anime that is surprisingly good? I'm glad I gave it a chance, even if it deals with scary themes
Pumpkinmelon
ooh yeah?
Pumpkinmelon
I have just turned on a video I've never stayed conscious to the end of so hopefully it knocks me out cold
Pumpkinmelon
I am always open to new stuff
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
I rec it!!
Pumpkinmelon
I will have to look it up!
Pumpkinmelon
whats the flavor of scary stuff?
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
emotional scary stuff, like survivor's guilt (based around suicide) but also with the themes of trying to improve yourself past that.
Pumpkinmelon
hmmm, thats a hard maybe from me I'll have to look into it more personally
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
It starts off a little ??? but at this point I'm invested and I want the best for these good children doing their best.
Pumpkinmelon
nice
Pumpkinmelon
MH stuff is always a little weird for me
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
It also has some baller monster design
Pumpkinmelon
👀👀👀👀
Pumpkinmelon
u got me interested
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
Here's one as an example
Here's one as an example
Pumpkinmelon
interesting...
Pumpkinmelon
sorry I zonked out
Pumpkinmelon
which was a good thing
𝐺𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖
Sleep is sleep!! Get it when you can, friend.
Pumpkinmelon
sleep is sleep!!