Okay, honestly, if your first reaction to a polite
request for help finding something niche online is linking "let me google that for you," eat a raw potato.

NO CONTEXT TO THIS PLURK other than I couldn't find something specific, and so went to a friendly discord server and listed my request and mentioned what I had already found.

Am I overreacting to some good natured ribbing? Absolutely! I had to wrestle myself away from being a frothing asshole about it.

But when people directly or indirectly call me slow, I just. Lose it a little. Or a lot. Only I can call myself a big dumb baby.

some people still find,or are young enough to only find, being edgy and unhelpful to be the best thing

it's really only a helpful response to people who aren't being genuine

which this wasn't

Sometimes I worry that I'm not one of the cool kids, that there's still this impenetrable brick wall between me and social norms. Just. Feeling isolated by my own brain.

God speed to the strong folk who embrace the identity of autism, but I would peel away my own skin to be neurotypical.

ugh that's such a douchey response to a good faith question. you clearly explained what you'd already found! that's the exact right time to go asking for more help!

some people are just assholes