I made myself angry by cooking for mom when she asked even though last time was a fucking disaster
Zilla Fieri
I made myself angry by cooking for mom when she asked even though last time was a fucking disaster
I made myself angry by cooking for mom when she asked even though last time was a fucking disaster
Zilla Fieri
Naturally, she didn't bat an eye when barging into my room and putting on the grin she puts on when she wants to ask me for something (something she noted herself)
Zilla Fieri
While also not even remembering or caring to remember that last time, she and sis were goddamn insufferable
Zilla Fieri
But I did it anyway. Gritting my teeth, sure, but I did it
Zilla Fieri
And I feel sick for doing so
Zilla Fieri
What the fuck does it say about me, that I live with people like this and even despite hating the things they do or say, I still bend over and do what they want
Zilla Fieri
Good lord, I'm pathetic
Zilla Fieri
Not that I'd expect mom to remember even if I insisted I'm not cooking for her anymore
Zilla Fieri
Not when it's something she can brag to her friends about because oh boy, will sis and I not fucking exist until we do something that she can brag about to others
Zilla Fieri
Not that sis gets off the hook that easy. It's a good thing she wasn't invested in asking me to cook or else I'd have to deal with her warning about getting hangry again
Zilla Fieri
I know that happens, I actively avoid you when that happens
Zilla Fieri
God, whenever mom gets in the equation, I almost wish I didn't enjoy cooking. Then she could stop asking me for things and turning my interests into an asset
Zilla Fieri
And just leave me alone
Zilla Fieri
I say all this but I'm really angry at myself for going through with this. I could've said no, but I didn't. I hate that I didn't, even when we were talking and I knew I didn't want to do it
Zilla Fieri
I need to go kill something
DʀᴀɢɴHᴏᴍᴇᴏᴘᴀᴛʜʏ
You said yes because it's easier than dealing with her being awful over you saying no.
DʀᴀɢɴHᴏᴍᴇᴏᴘᴀᴛʜʏ
That's... That's an abuse survival tactic.
SariAAAAAAAH
𝕁𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕖𝔸𝕝𝕝𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕨𝕒𝕪
I'm so sorry. that is incredibly infuriating.
𝕁𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕖𝔸𝕝𝕝𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕨𝕒𝕪
Your mom really pisses me off. More men need to cook but being toxic about it is so seriously uggghhhh
𝕁𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕖𝔸𝕝𝕝𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕨𝕒𝕪
We're murdering barioths tonight for sure.
Just A Rat
Agreeing on all accounts. On her being toxic, on the abuse survival tactic, and on the fact that you deserve better and we'll be kicking some ass tonight in Monster Hunter.
🎃 Jack O'Fox
