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Okay God idk what you're doing but
Minnesota woman with rare illness develops allergies...
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I don't have MCAS I have too much white blood cell and my whole life whatever was supposed to control the immune system, doesn't.
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Too much cytokines, too much everything.
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That's why I'm leery of calling it cfs or just myalgic ensepholmytis????? Whatever. because mine is at the fucking root 100% my immune system is out of control
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Not even helpful.
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I'm too dead to live. Fucking waking coma. I don't want to sleep but I can't avoid it, and I don't want to wake, but for some reason -- usually water like a gallon n a day isn't enough - I always do
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It floors me that there are people in worse straits and not angrier haaaah
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I'm definitely angry.
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I had a dream about a book about a zombie girl who kept her brain/sanity but everything was pain and she was like "maybe if they study me they can cure it or innoculate others!!"
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So her grandma and childhood bff tried to help her find someone who could do that
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All while her body kept decaying and they didn't know what might be necessary to keep or not
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And had to protect her from everything and created a sling that evolved into a carriage and was dark
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And she was like "from the outside, it must seem like a cage to keep the monster from attacking others, but the real cage is this body, the rest is to try to appease it"
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It was a comedy?????? But I don't think I can write it unless I get wicked crazy healthy and therefore humor/better temperament.
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The book of Job is just kind of "God's a dick \:|/"
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And it's incumbent on us, humanity, to set shit right for each other or build the kind of world we want.
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Justice is unnatural, it doesn't exist in the wild, and that we desire it is something worth exploring.
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I'm too tired to play fishing games. That's my lowest. Why am I awake? To observe the state of myself? Thank you. So noted.
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Death is lighter than a feather, duty: heavier than a mountain.
- Wheel of Time
Whatson
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Wayward Haze
I've been thinking of you, hon. You're loved.
Vincent Gogh
luff you
𝓜𝒶𝑔𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔༢࿔ྀુ*
/fist bump I feel you.
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I got sleep /o/
Vincent Gogh
\o\
Vincent Gogh
I left you some pings - sorry
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lol I'll survive but no promises on when I'll get to them
Vincent Gogh
nod
Vincent Gogh
take care of you
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