p/nlsh12

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:36 AM

Okay God idk what you're doing but

Minnesota woman with rare illness develops allergies...

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:39 AM

3 Reasons Why We're Suddenly Allergic to Everything ...

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:41 AM

24-year-old woman is allergic to everything — even h...

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:45 AM

I don't have MCAS I have too much white blood cell and my whole life whatever was supposed to control the immune system, doesn't.

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:46 AM

Too much cytokines, too much everything.

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:48 AM

That's why I'm leery of calling it cfs or just myalgic ensepholmytis????? Whatever. because mine is at the fucking root 100% my immune system is out of control

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:48 AM

Not even helpful.

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:50 AM

I'm too dead to live. Fucking waking coma. I don't want to sleep but I can't avoid it, and I don't want to wake, but for some reason -- usually water like a gallon n a day isn't enough - I always do

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:51 AM

It floors me that there are people in worse straits and not angrier haaaah

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:51 AM

I'm definitely angry.

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:54 AM

I had a dream about a book about a zombie girl who kept her brain/sanity but everything was pain and she was like "maybe if they study me they can cure it or innoculate others!!"

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:54 AM

So her grandma and childhood bff tried to help her find someone who could do that

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:55 AM

All while her body kept decaying and they didn't know what might be necessary to keep or not

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:56 AM

And had to protect her from everything and created a sling that evolved into a carriage and was dark

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:57 AM

And she was like "from the outside, it must seem like a cage to keep the monster from attacking others, but the real cage is this body, the rest is to try to appease it"

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 9:58 AM

It was a comedy?????? But I don't think I can write it unless I get wicked crazy healthy and therefore humor/better temperament.

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 10:03 AM

The book of Job is just kind of "God's a dick \:|/"

CChuuni

@silverwolfcc

Wed, Dec 11, 2019 10:05 AM

And it's incumbent on us, humanity, to set shit right for each other or build the kind of world we want.