I think it's also that I'm kind of bored too? It's simultaneously being bored, but not really feeling like getting up and doing anything. I'm not depressed or anything at the moment, just... chilling, I guess.
However, like I said it's much easier to stick to plan on work days. I know my case worker is going to increase my hours - probably adding wednesdays to the roster - which would mean one less day of
I think I just have to forgive my failure for today, know and know that I'm going to be adding wednesdays soon, so it will be eaiser to stick to diet, even if it's more stresfull for my outside-work endeavors
I worry just a little about not having wednesdays off, since I already often have a "but I wasn't done with my day yet..." feeling when it's bedtime before work days
also this is dieting with a purpose for surgury so it's not like... how I would normally eat to be healthy just a means to an end for nowso no worries on the "oh no diet is a bad word" type stuffnow go to bed