kalau ada yang bilang ke kamu 'anxiety itu ga bisa diapa-apain', jangan percaya. enggak gampang, enggak bisa sembarangan, akan tergantung banyak hal. tapi bisa.

these days I learned, like, quite a lot of tools and approaches. today those newly-acquired skills got tested for real.

went through it. better than I thought. huh.

got another news today. pretty much surprise, that. just when I thought I'm leveling up. reeled quite a bit, got me in the first half, not gonna lie.

but I got this. I'm in charge. though, well... whuh. beberapa hal dalam hidupku kadang kayak bercanda juga ya. tapi baiklah.