I still donno much about how plurk works. Since I joined it ages ago and never could get some things to be understood at the time. Left it. Tried to come back. And only came back out of desperation for Fredday. But I'm TRYING to visit at least once a week. And trying to understand all the... everything?

But idk etiquette here that is different from other sites, how to "tag" things if there is a thing, IDK how these coins things work and I wanna do more custom tag-img thing, but I gotta go through what I have and remove some since I can't buy more (and it doesn't seem to list how much that costs?)

IDK. I keep trying to be active in places and am either ignored, fumble it, or suddenly hibernate into a hiatus after my health is just like "HAHA, you WANTED to do that, but I will make you FAIL."

But I think Plurk did primary donations for Fredday, and Twt did some of course since I've some friends & acquaintances there, but like. Yah.

Plus there are certain long-time friends/acquaintances still here and just. I miss. And maybe some may never reconnect while others will never break apart, but. I'm such a mess. I wish I had the "if you knew then what you knew now" but alas.

I need sleep.

And I'm so stressed over rent and Fredday and my Dr's appt (basic, but Agoraphobia, Depression, General and Social Anxiety, and prolly other things I'm not aware of makes This Difficult. So. I'm tired. I was supposed to be in bed 2 hours ago. I have failed.

okay good night - I forgot to tag this as for what it was. A ramble? IDK. Oops.

I hope you rested well. People here care about you and Fredday. I also hope your appt goes well.