Maundy Thursday mass and just got another reason to not like going to FTF mass. In context, i have been hearing either 12nn or 6pm masses via Radio Veritas when in car and i find so much peace with that. Like the greatest biblical lessons i learned from those journeys and reflecting on them, trying na isabuhay kahit mahirap at maraming sacrifice..

It all boils down to this belief of mine- More than being strict about your religious practices, it is always most important yung pag uugali and peace sa sarili mo at family mo

So ito yung reason - 3 or more specific occasions i get distracted with other church goers who are either too loud talking at meron yung couple (di pa sila kasal at kilala ko yun girl, she is a pediatrician) na naglalandian tlga during mass. Either nainis lang ako or lumipat ako ng pwesto kc nga may maingay. But i never confronted anyone.

So this pm mass,i was with my niece. Tapos yung nasa likod na old woman confronted me na mag focus daw kami sa misa, na didistract daw sya. After that, sinasabi pa sa katabi nya na wala daw naman kami sa bahay. So ayun, galit na galit pakiramdam ko with this very maselan woman to confront me like that.

I remember my teacher in med school also who posted related issue about two parishoners in Fatima church na parang nag-away daw kasi nag-agawan ng upuan sa simbahan.

Parang gusto ko pa tlgang awayin yung babae kanina to tell her that i did not behave like i was at home. Hindi lang sya ang parishoner, hindi lang din ako. Ang resulta- meron bang peace after attending holy week mass? Ako meron kasi exactly kung ano yung sermon ni father, ginawa ko agad pag uwi ng bahay - Sending help to the needy