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been using twitter more on purpose partly as an exercise in trying to be less anxious abt being perceived generally and I feel like it's actually helping

so far today I have more or less frolicked

rickroll rigamarole

have been coming up with a numeral system instead of doing work all morning this is great/awful

ok time to lock the fuck in on my manual project I have 5 hours max and half of that is during online class

It's highkey annoying that the structure of school is a big part of what helps me actually do shit and learn shit but now I'm not doing anything I especially care about so it's like damn my limited focus energy is being partly wasted on just getting grades!!! this is the burden I must bear for getting myself into this situation though. just one more year

gonna lock the fuck in on making this guy my friend, he said he only talks to like 2 people and is clearly the anxious type and I'm taking that as a challenge

I forgot my burrito again and this time I'm biking back to get it idc if it makes me late for my next class I need this burrito

saw a girl doing 3d modeling on a grey muscled figure and thought she was playing Toribash for a second

the helpdesk supervisor I don't like uses the word "utilize" for EVERY single instance where you would normally use the word "use", even in speech, and it's making me dislike her 1% more

I must place my phone in its bed or I will lose money

talking about needing to larp as not aromantic to pursue my living situation goals and not doing anything is getting boring, and the new coworker I helped train today is notably cooler than average, so next week I'm gonna ask for her number or something

looked through my 2022 photos this 8am to respond to a friend's text, terrible idea feels so weird

it feels like the closest you can get to seeing your own subconscious is when waking up naturally, just after you get lucid enough to properly think, but while your thoughts are still wandering of their own accord, not prompted to focus on anything in particular yet

I am unreasonably excited to get to 100 plurk karma

It's fun getting an indirect sense of the size and shape of the internet from chance meetings. in my first real conversation in the ITG tech discord I spotted an old GD person through mutual friends list; its easy to encounter GD people by accident in certain places, whereas there are other public servers for less-similar interests where Ive never seen one

loved this short story highly recommend giving it a look. fox 8 by george saundershttps://altman103fall2016.weebly.com/...

if I'm ever living alone or something I'll have to turn into the type of person that hosts a dinner or small gathering or something every week as insurance against Rotting

need to do something creative today

someone left a comment on a video confused about how stat stages in pokemons works, and their profile pic/name/grammar made them seem like a kid, so subconsciously I ended up typing out an explanation with pretty simple language that made sure not to describe the math in a confusing way. then I clicked the profile and it said created 19 years ago lmao

how are you supposed to get to know someone without being in a discord server with them where you can passively learn about one another through incidental side conversation, you're telling me I have to not only talk one and one but also initiate conversations on purpose?? this is bullshit!!

Homeless -> Unhoused is a perfect example of pointless linguistic treadmilling because Homeless is already as neutral of a term as you could ask for. No historical baggage, no dispute about what it refers to, the word is literally just home -less, without a home. Any stigma associated with it is just stigma already associated with homelessness the concept

short form video: I think people are overestimating the harm of "slop" and underestimating the harm of being magnetically glued to your device in a mental trance for 3 hours a day

I used to think I wasn't at all an anxious or neurotic person, which feels insane when it's so obvious to me now that anxiety about being perceived inadequately (whether by me or others) is my main social inhibition. I remember associating anxiety with my mom worrying about me staying out too late, or with other people stressing out over clothes and romance

So many people out there making themselves unhappy by fixating on everything about the world that makes them angry, how much is falling into that trap or not a matter of strategy vs personality

I like the bruhbruh in the channel name

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I've been trying to figure out how to phrase this for months this is so unexpectedly pithy. "...ultimately prevent us from the expansive joy that we could otherwise have" banger

lowkey jumpscared a guy by saying his twitter @ aloud at him

As far as I can tell, the definitive 21st century narrative about the person who is constantly struggling to stay afloat and functional amidst their tendency to get trapped in shame/avoidance spirals hasn't been written yet

Whenever u get that feeling that the day's already over and its only 7pm it kinda sucks