[mh] oh boy I am not coping
edit: turns out it was the bears

RSD from a minor negative interaction with niece has had me crying for an hour and a half, and spiraling to a point where I cannot feel the worth of any thing I have ever done or any experience I have ever had

for what it's worth, you've been an absolute positive in my life. your kitty stories and excitement about creachurs makes me smile, and the commissions I got from you continue to be an inspiration when I'm in my own creative block

having another go at sleep now that I've expressed that

SariAAAAAAAH : WEH PLURK HID THIS FROM ME. thank u ;;

Your brain is telling lies because it perversely enjoys making the electricity dance around up there regardless of how bad it makes you actually feel. ALSO things like WORTH and VALUE are made-up concepts that the universe does not recognize and neither should you! A dog does need to sit and stay to be allowed to wag its tail.

.... squints suspiciously. I feel crampy today....

got home and YEP

EVERY FUCKING TIME

It's always that bitch

/points at Lyssie's torso
It was YOUterus!

I need to start asking myself, when I get that upset, how long it's been since my last period