It occurs to me that I really need a catchall for random thoughts (like showerthoughts, only ‘3amthoughts’ usually) so here’s one for 2024.

(this will probably often intersect with fandom shit. Or include lyrics etc.)

for instance: had a dream about Orpheus and Eurydice where it wasn’t Orpheus looking back that broke things, it was Eurydice, and it was the idea that part of her wasn’t sure about rejoining the living for one reason or another

I don’t THINK it was fandomy but I woke up thinking about Gideon and Harrow
....I could go on but this is for short thoughts

Also, at the moment: am wry that I designed a character with epilepsy around a disability friendly RP and find myself doing the same ‘are they too defined by their epilepsy?!’ that I do to myself on the regular
like how dare this disability be something I have to talk about
(they also do it to THEMself but that’s less meta and more just real)

and with that: back to sleep! hopefully. maybe.