[mental health: take as warning] Yup, that's a hard crash.

dysmophia is kicking hard

feeling of hopelessness and helplessness kicking hard.

I don't need comments. There's nothing to be done about any of it.

I'm just trying to practice being honest and not masking and online is a first step.

I don't want to self harm, but I do want to cut off the curves right now.