which of the sinners is that screenshot from labyrinth of the ancients. during ancient flare. that's like the man has a bees dick left of hp you cowards
this is her base ego. they are incorruptible, aka this is their hard won ego from whatever happened prior. its usually in the form of a weapon, seen on the wall to the right; its name is la sange de sancho or "the blood of sancho" in eng
there are a lot of parts to her ego art which are interesting, but let me basely say for the uninitiated and also as a general reminder that egos like this are Not the usual, because they're usually from something rather than within. each sinner has faced something that steeled that resolve in them and gave them an ego over
fallin to distortion like so many others do when their conscious splits somehow. being incorruptible, they are what makes the sinner themselves and represents them best
each sinner wears the pinstriped pajama looking clothes, and each one has thorns wrapped firmly around their portrait like this. that usually lifts with uptying, but initial egos are special in that they rank up with story progression; their normal selves, the lcb, do as well. its only their ids and other egos you have to put resource into
for don, she also bears knightly armor in the form of a breastplate and wears a piece of the pinstripe as a cape along with, of course, her favored boots rocinante, named after the old horse the original don quixote rode
the rooms themselves are reflections of their minds, and her is no different: it's colorful and filled with things important to her, childish with toys and motivational posters, wi oh my god she has a dinosaur in her room im a sham how do i only now see that. we have dinosaurs in projmoon? actual dino evidence? im losing my mind
its very much not something you'd expect from someone in the city at all, she really sticks out like a sore thumb in every way... anyway only one of the signs was given any meaning in her trailer and its the white banner, i dont remember the full prhase atm but it's about frugality
im insane. this is relevant because i decided theres no way she knows what a dino is in this bath thread with heine. anyway they have dinos somewhere in the city history
IDR ProjMoon terminology but I think the one closer to the bottom is a reference to her goal of becoming a Color grade Fixer through her ideals of justice
so! it tends to be something important that happened, or is important to them, perhaps something that's connected to what their contract details. i want to bring up someone elses room real fast hold on
nevermind the rest of him honestly i could go to town on ANYONES ROOMS that ive read im a literary analysis at heart. in any case. his window is one of the warmer sorts, with a lovely family dinner at christmas. a lot of windows are like dons where it depicts something far more ummmmm gorey ♡
and say theyre lances. her lance. i think she killed a lot of people in a fervor since she has zero hesitation with doing so in the name of justice, going so far as to do so to her own allies at first when theres a scuffle on the bus and leads to rule 1 of the company (no fighting on the bus)
another is... theres some syndicate in ruina that impaled people similarly and i think about it all the time and it could be her street (because i dont think shes a nest kid, i think itd be interesting if she was and was just enamored with saving others like cool fixers but shes def a backstreeter) was victim of something
personally i think and this is the only thing i play with that she wants to follow in the footsteps of the red mist and be the ideal fixer, since all of her shit really lines up with the idealized version of kali anyway
it gets heavily religious bc his original novel is heavy in it but not specifically religious for limco more the essential of self and what is right/wrong. we also talk about the little prince (novel)
but let me do my nightly chores before i sit here and talk about my little guy son sinclair since his canto has come and gone and i read his novel so i have Many thoughts. more coherent ones. i will avoid spoilers for canto 3
so in the original novel young sinclair (and i Do mean young he is 10 when we first meet him) strives to fit in as a socially awkward good christian boy and ends up, by way of a lie, stealing two marks from his old man and having the worlds biggest crisis of philosophical faith over it
the light and dark, good and evil, the axe tree with its roots in the left and blade in the right... the scraps of paper are marks, or their representation of it
how stark and sterile it otherwise is, how empty of anything personalized, because emil sinclair is defined largely by the people around him and never himself
(in contrast to don where she has plastered herself and parts of herself everywhere, but it hides the darker side that she won't show. they mirror a lot. im sorry. i have to look at yi sangs with thoughts since i read his story too a while ago)
in the novel he continuously describes himself as stained, as ruined, for the small lie he told and kept telling and the stealing and this and that. it drives the rest of his life, trying to find something that will absolve him and punish him in the same breath, that will make his life make sense, since the faith his "pure, untouched by sin" family could
but in his effort to find something that worked i feel like he loses himself. he is defined by what other people say, what they do, what they think; in limco he grasps his own fate to make something of it. i love him
actuallt when i first finished demian (the youth of emil sinclair) i would sit and type for minutes at a time and she would call my ass out. i had so many feelings.
the little prince is touched only a little bit at the end of canto 3 so i wont go into too much but demian is the second serpent who "frees" sinclair from the shackles of the life he'd been thus chained by, except demian is trying so hard to be the little prince and hes NOT
the little prince is a novel which is in essence a coming of age story and the message resonates differently at different ages, in my experince, as someone who reads it annually
just as the little prince is seeking to understand himself and the world around him, so is sinclair. a lot of people put him as the rose and theyre wrong. i will accept the fox, but you're still wronf
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