pick your spooky tarot for the spread 
, IC or OOC!
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
[tarot] 
pick your spooky tarot for the spread 
, IC or OOC!
pick your spooky tarot for the spread , IC or OOC!
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
first come first served: OOC in a pp, IC in this plurk, it's open until I stop getting responses
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
feel free to ask about any deck before you pick
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
I am more familiar with some than others
3D🌺triangle.
OOC with 6! Or 2. Dealer's choice
juliette lives
gimme some vampire tarot OOC
Bhaalspawn
ooh where did you get that vampire tarot?
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Bhaalspawn
: Amazon! it's new
Bhaalspawn
gonna go on my Christmas list
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
...also fixed the instructions. personal ooc stuff in the PP 
floofdoodle
OOC, vampire, please 
ᴀʟᴀɴ ғᴀᴋᴇ.
i mean obvi I need an IC lestat with some 4 vampire tarot....
meng yao
ohhh. OOC, 4 
Amy
2 IC for Will Graham, please!
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
also NGL I don't do the 'divide the deck' thing. Cards gonna say what they wanna say
Lady Stardust
6 IC for Iris pls
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
woot excited to have some readings going
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
FYI that OOC's take a little longer than ICs don't be discouraged if I'm a little slow
floofdoodle
3D🌺triangle.
How about Natalie IC with deck 2 if you've got space
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
3D🌺triangle.
: always have the space!
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
and 2 is one of my favorite decks ever
Mrs Sheepie
I'd be remiss if I didn't pick 5 for an IC read
Mrs Sheepie
*for Arthur, lmao
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Mrs Sheepie
: 5 and 7 are both Lovecraftian
Mrs Sheepie
oh shit I missed 7, I got distracted by 5
Mrs Sheepie
I like 7 actually, its a bit more subdued
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
it's actually one of my favorite decks
snowbogan
okay obviously i need to ask for 5 for zerxus
M. Gustave
3, OOC, please?
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
ᴀʟᴀɴ ғᴀᴋᴇ.
: 
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
So the fear that is important to Lestat is all about security, feeling like he can make a home, a family, a life for himself that will last, that it's REAL. Tangible. He's been sacrificed on the altar of someone else's needs, and in some way feels like he set himself up for it, but the fear is being brought out because he's finally doing some evaluation,
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
finally trying to find out what's important to him, what matters, and has the time and the bandwidth and is in the right space to examine those things without distraction. The root of the fear is that it's all going to go to shit. Not that he's not going to survive it again but that he'll end up on the ground with daggers in his back needing to star
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
-t over again, that a new dawn (of sorts) will come and it will never end. Yes, he can pick himself up again but sometimes he wonders why.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
this fear could lead him to doing something childish, to trying to run away from his problems, or even run away from his solutions, thinking that 'moving' will ever change what's inside his heart when all it does is leave him more stuck. A new place isn't the fix for this, even if his fears might take him there.
ᴀʟᴀɴ ғᴀᴋᴇ.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
brief break for a dinner!@
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Amy
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
first off, may I commend your taste? This is the Haunted House tarot and one of my favorites and perfect for Will.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Second, I would like to draw your attention to the well dressed man at the top who absolutely could be Hannibal Lector, who is clearly a vampire who feeds on people, who is in the spot of 'the most important fear for you at the moment' I... this LITERALLY flew out of the deck while I was shuffling
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
SO THAT MAY VERY WELL BE THE big fear looming over Will.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
but it may also be less literally someone who is able to be a master of relationships, of his work space, of the areas where he chooses to interrelate with others. He feels powerless in that arena, like someone else is controlling things.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
What brought it out is... well, the Hermit. That could be his examination of his situation at the moment and his consideration of the facts in conjunction with that or it could just be the ways in which he isolates himself. It could be how the knowledge of the Hermit can never grow or change, only deepen, and how sometimes that means
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
that mistakes only get harder to fix when thinking compounds.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
The root of it is the Knight of Cups, a 'classic romantic', someone he thinks of as an angel, but also someone who maybe needs to look at themselves more, be more aware of their emotional depts in a more meaningful way since they might have a tendency to think they already know.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Where this is all going to lead is the rx Nine of Cups, the wish card but reversed, and that says that everything he wants is not going to happen. Now, I also happen to read rx cards as a 'prescription' to go back and learn the lesson again from before, so it's almost like an emphatic 8 of cups. There are things you need to walk away from, Will
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
abandoning what you think is the plan, moving on, genuinely stepping away from what you were so convinced was the right way. It might be that this isn't what you wanted, or that this energy is blocked and you're not ready for it YET and still have lessons left to learn before you can claim that energy.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Two cups, so a lot of this is emotional, and one major, mostly having to do with the events in your life
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
but the Major and the wand, the fire, are all prompts not really YOU.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
so maybe examining how much of this is coming from you and how much of this is the influence of others would be helpful.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Amy
BOOP DONE
Amy
omg XD I love that the card flew out of the deck. And this is amazing.
Amy
This makes so much sense, especially in the context that Will is very scared of how much of Hannibal he has internalized, during their whole period of 'blurring together'.
Amy
"It could be how the knowledge of the Hermit can never grow or change, only deepen" Yeah, Will doesn't want more knowledge, he's good. So yeah, he'd be the Hermit, bringing it out.
Amy
And the Knight of Cups- "The root of it is the Knight of Cups, a 'classic romantic', someone he thinks of as an angel, but also someone who maybe needs to look at themselves more" this is the way he thinks of Malcolm,
Mυrder Mυғғιɴ
And also the reason he might be scared of any of this.
Amy
Annnd he doesn't have a plan at all for if Hannibal shows up or if Will has too much of Hannibal in him, so....maybe go back to the drawing board there, Will. 
Amy
Ha, this one was really fun. And that deck is gorgeous, I can see why you like it so much. Thank you!
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Happy to!
Mυrder Mυғғιɴ
Amy
: 
Mυrder Mυғғιɴ
On the one hand: he’s been in therapy since he was 11 and has read, written and reread the book on himself but at the same time... yeah. There are things he needs to examine more and Will tends to see them.
Mυrder Mυғғιɴ
But also he can reveal them to Malcolm in ways that don’t make him defensive. But these things are the things that make him maybe ill-advisably confident in Will’s goodness even when Will tells him not to be >.>
Amy
yeeeeah, and Will is trying to balance being honest with being possessive and worried that his true face will scare Malcolm away or hurt him.
Mυrder Mυғғιɴ
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
will start fresh continuing tomorrow.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
feeling randomly sleepy
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
HOKAY
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
yesterday was INSANE
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
so back to this
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
IRIS
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Lady Stardust
: 
Lady Stardust
Hiii
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
The fear that's most important right now is the 5 of pentacles: being left out in the cold, not being a part, feeling too separate and from the outside looking in.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
What's brought this fear to consciousness is the eight of pentacles, continued effort, getting closer and closer to what you want. There's something that she's aiming for that she can't quite find and she doesn't see the progress she's made when that fear is louder.
Lady Stardust
accurate
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
The root of the fear is that nine of wands, which makes someone face the world with being prepared to fight, fatigue, and never quite relaxing. not defensive, exactly, but always being ready to be hurt.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
and where it can lead is to believing that the only way to fix it is to move, to leave. But I will say that the six of swords is about traveling WITH someone if you're willing to see them.
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
the pentacles being the majority say that there are tangible parts to this problem, it's not all in her head, there are issues that are real and physical to it
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
and the lack of cups shows how this isn't emotional, this isn't a lack of love or loving connections
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
Lady Stardust
: sorry for the wait!
Lady Stardust
pffft time isn’t real
Lady Stardust
this will take some chewing on
FʀɪᴇɴᴅIɴYᴇʟʟᴏᴡ
3D🌺triangle.
: will do yours but I'm going to do other people's first request before I do seconds!
3D🌺triangle.
Super fair!