raspberrydrink
[rl] man, when you remember a thing from childhood and look at it now like "oh... that sure was Nerodivergance in spades huh"
raspberrydrink
for me today that moment remembering how I had a deep irrational revulsion of stickers
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stickers on paper? fine, that is where they go
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stickers on mirrors/walls/items? no no no that is not okay
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sticker on ME, legit freakout
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STICKY BAD NO STICKY
raspberrydrink
hell I Still cant handle being sticky but it's more sugar/food sticky
raspberrydrink
one if my earliest memories is of a mirror at my nana's house with a cat sticker on it
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and it was one of those raised ones with fur on it
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and I liked to touch the fur but I LOATHED it being there
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but was too scared if getting in trouble to take it off cuz it wasnt mine
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I must have been like 6
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and I didnt have words then but it WAS revulsion
lucineblue
OH HEY
raspberrydrink
likening felt physically ill looking at stickers in places stickers dont go and that's so... something??? do much lol
lucineblue
Not so much stickers but omg, little like... pompoms on hats or feather boas still make me shudder in revulsion and I couldn't figure out why
raspberrydrink
YEAH
raspberrydrink
like maybe theres some trauma I dont remember my brain associated with them but I dont THINK do
raspberrydrink
^so
raspberrydrink
brains just weird
lucineblue
scensory weirdness man
lucineblue
but i could totally see why stickers on things = bad
Lightning Bolt
me with one particular blanket