ive gone so far into pretending i never loved him ive convinced myself im head over heels for this guy and honestly i dont think i like him like that i just need to NOT like noelle so i can get on with my life

like i need to cut you out of my life or ill never get better and its not even your fault but seeing you makes me want to stab myself and regret everything ive ever done !! i cant take it i have to step away im sorry