
Mad Larkin
[work] [anxiety] ahaha, the eternal struggle

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being tired enough that I know taking any chance to take it easy is good for me vs being that tired makes my anxiety worse, so I feel like I should be Doing Something even if I don't have the energy

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work is slow right now

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stuff might come in, I know there's stuff offshore is working on that should be coming here

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but it hasn't

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so I'm waiting around

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and I'm trying to take it easy, but my brain is making it hard

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and, like, a lot of my brain stuff is because work is not great right now, but I don't want to rush into another shitty job out of a desire to get out of this one

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I'm applying to stuff! regularly! I'm just being picky because I'm currently employed and have benefits and I want to work at a place I will enjoy working

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even if it takes a while to get there

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but my anxiety is doing the anxiety thing and trying to rush me