[MH] Shit... I haven't been able to sleep all night last night and when I did finally go to sleep (I think?) at 5:30, I woke up every 2 hours and I'm not even tired. I wonder if I'm manic.

I did just have a major depressive episode, but that was triggered by my job loss. I need to drive later so I need to sleep. Let me sleep body!

I'm bipolar I, so rapidly flipping moods

The night before, I also stayed up late, but was able to actually sleep when I laid down.

If this is the case, I apologize ahead of time if I say or do something offensive. I get angry/annoyed for no reason, so I'm afraid I might hurt someone's feelings.

Fuck. I gotta drive today, and if I'm not tired, I'll be something worse, reckless.

bummed to not be able to do much more, but sending good thoughts and assuring you that we understand <3

wow, today can go burn in a fire. Had a panic attack 'cuz I thought I lost my wallet. Drove home after with that plus no sleep and saw auras while at the dealer getting my oil changed. so now I have a migraine too. That was a really scary drive home...

Luckily the dealer found my wallet and the migraine waited until I got home

But I feel like death

vomited when I got home too after taking pain pill so idk if it's even gonna work 'cuz I don't know if it just came back up but I don't want to take another 'cuz I don't want to OD on opioids. If I wait 2 hours I can take another one though. Gonna go lay in bed. Who knows if I'll actually sleep.

I'm so sorry :c I hope you can rest