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the b-street meems are kinda dry today. tryna put my boys out more but nothing sparks my interest.
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i kinda want to try rping one of the goth kids
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kicks feet
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prolly michael
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......................
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ok fine brain. time to slap on some goth kids eps and peruse tumblr
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also doing a reread of good omens and a rewatch
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kinda want to be either the angle or debil
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god i love himmmmm
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i kinda want to redraw that
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he's my fave lol
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MINE TOO
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also mattrey's obv he's the only goth kid who had a huge glow up in the pc episode. man turned into a whole snack
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henrietta was cute though
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and kinda looks like me
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I went to high school with a real life Henrietta
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I feel the goth kids in my soul they are so accurate
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yessss my friends and i went through a goth stage and its so fucking accurate lmsosnsjn i love them a lot
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goth is like herpes - it never really goes away
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also I am totally just gonna bother you in your open post lol
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pls do
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i love the entire thing is just us with this wonderful psl it makes my heart glad
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it's so soft! so obvs it will have to have some drama eventually ahaha
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clutches chest. idk if my heart will ever be ready
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though the moments of tension are always gr8 and the slow dredging up on past traumas
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cartman like..... desperately wanting to know what happened with stan but wanting to respect boundaries BUT ALSO HE'S VERY ANTSY ABOUT IT
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Kyle's just being a pussy about it
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I love that Eric is honestly much more emotionally mature than Kyle in many ways
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i figure like... over a decade of therapy and medication would get him there
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and growing up. like i barely remember how i was when i was 10 but my ma says i had like 4 emotional growth spurts from then and now.
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i also want to sprinkle in all the hints of the really dark shit we were given about cartman throughout the early seasons and some hints in mid seasons..... lots of drama potential in general and i am v excited for all of it
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oh yah 110%! I love it, you play it all so well
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wehhh ty. i always worry im not cartmaning cartman enough. but im also not playing a 10 y/o and a lot of his behaviours are cringey lil kid shit. and i try to take his general attitude and just deepen it a bit. hide his trauma deep, just make him less uh racist and bigoted in general.
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because canonly we've seen what a cartman out of south park and thriving is like! and how good he was with heidi before it got really bad
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yeah exactly!
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and i rly wanna explore the inbetween. what got eric from who he was to the loving dad and caring husband
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which makes college au so good! thats the inbetween
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ngl though.
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when pc kyle and cartman fought in the church and cartman threw the fuck down. i was like 
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but the talk with his family after makes me cry so i dont rewatch that part much. holds chest.
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not to be super nerdy but i am slowly sketching scenes out of rabbi cartman in the past overseeing the boys.
EPIC: The Musical - Just a Man (Lyrics)
to this because it fits in my head and hurts my heart
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and looking at his kid self and thinking about his son
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oh I loved that fight, it gave me life
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I think the fact that the key to Cartman's happiness is being away from Kyle says a lot about my boy lol
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it was so GOOD. fight scenes where one dude starts to bleed and he looks at his blood and it makes him go feral???? woof. thats my shit.
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kyle has the ability to bring out the worst and best in cartman and its always like the STRONGEST emotion of it
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they're terrible for one another. which is why I love them.
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mmyes. they have both sides of the same coin
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and it goes either way wildly
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tho my fav moments of theirs kyle isnt even aware of
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like the san fran rescue
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Cartman Saves Kyle's Life
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and THIS. which. jewpacabra is a fav ep of mine but this scene. HRRGH. when he takes off the crown its not about kyle sucking his balls anymore. the little '....kahl?' as he crawls up to him TEARS OUT MY HEART.
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not just saves his life but gives him air TOO
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gosh!!!
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andheholdshisfoot
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