[Moment of self-indulgent wallowing.]

I've been texting folks, but I haven't seen friends since December. I think I've been left behind again. Never know why it happens, but it does, and I'm embarrassed that the only person I'll see this week who knows it'll be my birthday is my mother. It just hit me this morning that I talk more about my animals than I do people.

Just this. I dunno. Hot rush of shame. That I'm like this.

are any of them the type that can go months without seeing someone and pick up right where they left off, like it'd only been a week

cuz that'd be me /..

I would invite you here but fuck that is a long time in a car for a good boy