[ mh ] love a random anxiety spike where i question everything I've ever written lmao

this does not happen often but when it does hoo boy

usually it's just a subtle and insidious worry i can push away

i also write for work and like it has been hell trying to write anything today so i think it's just getting me on both sides

i hate when i'm behind because then i go "you made people wait forever for THIS"

very dumb very bad

it's extra stupid because i wrote a tag this morning that i was like wow i actually liked the characterisation in this

so i know it's just dumb brain shit

but also feels bad man

i also play a lot of very confident people so then it's hard to like find that tone but i'm working on it

at least work isn't something to stress about because i have no real deadlines so it's easy to go
well i just eased off for today

i did a whole doc i didn't even plan to do and it's like 90% done so i'm technically ahead, if anything

huge sympathy, I am 3 weeks behind on tags because of -waves hand at university and New Study Starting- and am like no one wants me to catch up on them

but your tags are in fact excellent

so there

diet lyctor : ahhh thanks! i think yours are excellent too!!

i will inevitably power through this it's just like i hate the physical side effects of anxiety more than the anxiety lmao

relatable but you also know it will get over itself in a bit

touches this, i very much have enjoyed our threads, i’m the one who owes you a tag atm

jill grahamyao : oh no worries!!! march is always a thing that happens and has been for the last three years lmaooo