Same and every single day I wake up before I go to bed. I speak of this thoughts as if its a prayer. But I still go through life everyday, making just a little bit of change in my routine hoping it would be better. One day at a time, not saying this will work for you. Just hoping for the best.
there are internet ways to vent to strangers; if you're a student the university should have a counseling center, just mark "I AM IN CRISIS" and wait. they are always surprised and delighted by genuine calls for help and it is free.
I had that when i was in college. I felt i was alone. But i realized that life is still good. I just need better and kind people to surround me. Now 20 yrs later, i now have my own family. Happy that I did not commit that big mistake.
I have not. Find something or someone who can just be there with you. Mababaw lang ako so when i want to be happy and laugh or smile, i watch BTS. They will be my saving grace once i get cut from my company of 19 years. 🥺 hang in there. You matter.
short term, maybe feel ur senses like feel cold ice. wake up & feel sunrise. smell good scents. YT u might like: Dr Dray (skincare), Voices of Music (classical music), Perspective (art docs), Blue Turtle (animation with calm music).
cliche pero exercise helps. start small, meron simple programs like walk at home s youtube. long term, talk to a professional.
cliche pero exercise helps. start small, meron simple programs like walk at home s youtube. long term, talk to a professional.