got a letter from the government to my dad's estate which i guess is me even though we never did any paperwork putting me as the benefactor of his stuff. which they three in my fave whenever i tried to get him help when he was sick. but NOW it counts and matters? the tax man says dad owes a thousand dollars.

i barely have the money for rent, groceries and utilities.

he died 6 years ago.

why am i getting this now. i can't pay this.

you know what sucks. i never got to mourn my dad. i am my grandmother's caregiver i couldn't. now i am getting these scary letters and calls. constantly reminding me of him not being here and it sucks so fucking much.