Get out 神秘學

Hate it
討厭一個人真的不需要甚麼太特別的理由

過程有點長

就是1月的一剛開始的時候我有跟我朋友提過我近期工作的狀況 (Plurk Paste)

i hate what i heard and i hate myself

i just live for me for my life but what i can't keep sober and strong mind to face it .

face my weakness and try to change it
for example : my job

i don't like it because several factors
first ,it has nothing i can learn and this situation lasts almost half year
second , salary is too low to make me live paycheck to paycheck
third . i just want a stable job but i know it's almost impossible in this ages .everything can be changed by technology
the last but not least

my boss , my coworker , the religion
in this job i know why people don't start the conversation about the religion , the racial, and the politics.
every time they talk about Christian make me like a Pagan
i actually am not a Christian. why don't they respect the other religion
or maybe i just control myself
life is so hard.

i tryna type it cause it make me realize what i think
but look back the history maybe im just moaning again again.
this is one of my disadvantage and i hate it
personality is difficult to change