you can care and love and help other people in pursuit of that but ultimately, you only get one life, and you live it for yourself. You deserve to live it for yourself. You deserve to be happy purely because it makes you happy.
would you like to try watercolor? I have a bunch of paints and supplies I've decided I don't jive with and I'd love to send you some crafty things to enjoy
I don't even know why I feel this way, just that I feel emotionally shitty. I finished that most recent Meliantha story and it's like so much dropped out of me suddenly. Did I burn something along the way?
got you some pan paints, some tube paints, some water brushes, two pads (one of which has some QR codes for easy lessons) and a few different tins to get you started in.
...do you have my address in Philadelphia?