ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
[To Do] Stuff and RP,
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
- Figure out where to put the Zelda F4Fs so they're not all just crammed into a bookcase
- Insurance stuff
- Dinner
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ

- Set up prompt for Festival
- Clear inbox


- Update thread tracker to include Dec TDM
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Not sure if I wanna do the D/s finder or not, but the interesting thing I'm noticing lately is I'm not really getting overwhelmed by having a ton of threads going at once
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
I will take it as a sign my anxiety meds are working, maybe??
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
But for the D/s finder I do have a decent idea this time around. Since Hawke's mostly kept his bondage kink on the dl and only done it with Chris and mentioned it to Amelia..
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Maybe I should out him as a rope bunny >.>
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
God he's so dumb. He'll tell most anyone he's a dragon fucker if kinks come up but regular-ass bondage? Big secret.
Winterri
Hawke, pls
LadyRogue
Sir, it's okay, really.
LadyRogue
Also, if he gets strung out by the finder, he can join Amelia in the "omg they said that about me ahhh" group lol
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
He won't freak out at least! He'll just be very head in hands like. Okay. That's out there now...
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Winterri : Actual worry that Jon will lose respect for him knowing that he likes being tied up
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
LadyRogue : He will definitely commiserate! Like, why this? I haven't even broken any laws since coming back, wtf...
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Why am I being punished??
LadyRogue
Amelia's this time is mean. More so than the one Hawke commented on months ago. lol
LadyRogue
It's similar, but muuuch more extreme as lady's in a hole now.
Winterri
I mean, Jon WILL judge him, but he judges everyone on that.
LadyRogue
Jon please.
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
okay yeah but will he respect him still as a person?
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
(Follow up: Does he even respect him now? lmao)
𝑅𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔
Chris will be that cat busting through the snow like shut up
everyone just fucking own it. tired of this!!
𝑅𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔
>tries to pep talk hawke
>not actually good at pep talks but you know the heart was willing
Winterri
(Hawkelwolfe Ad. If he has to answer that question for you, then he's saying 'no.')
𝑅𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔
hawkelwolfe
Lindsfatuation
Midge all...should I be tying you up?
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Winterri : lmao I mean. Liking someone and respecting them are two different things...
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Also if I didn't have a seasonal name I would immediately change it to Hawkelwolfe
𝑅𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔
keep it for after the season
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
I will do that. And also Chris, bro. You try. He appreciates you.
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Lindsfatuation : jfc please have her ask lmfao
𝑅𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔
that's what he's here for
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Hawke just heads in hands at the security desk at work
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
'I'm touched and a little afraid at the number of people who want to tie me up now.'
LadyRogue
Amelia like "uhh I guess we never came back to that, but uh... >>;; "
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
LadyRogue
Look, they got thwarted in the caves and Tumenalia was not how she wanted things to go down between them for the first time. He deserves something nice that he likes.
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
It's complicated though!! He has to really super trust the person!! Though Amelia is probably very close to being on that list, it's just gonna be a Conversation.
LadyRogue
They have to have Many Conversations as it is.
LadyRogue
I'm about 95% sure Hawke is going to say as much about her post. lol
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Though tbh doing scene work where he has to give up control to her voluntarily might help with her basically demanding it from him when they're not doing that, even if she doesn't realize that's how he sees how she acts sometimes
LadyRogue
Trying to get her out of her own head is a struggle, but making an actual effort to tackle her issues subtly is probably better than telling her straight on that she's being a dick.
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Boundaries, Amelia :-P
LadyRogue
SHE'S SO BAD AT THEM AHHH
LadyRogue
The number of times I wish to shake or slap her over it are not few.
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
rofl
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
He's bad at them too but mostly just in the way of not always setting them with other people. He's learned a lot about doing that in Dup though
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
He's not 100% always 'at your service' to anyone anymore, just his friends
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Which is probably why they think he's still really bad at it...
LadyRogue
Because he is in their direction and that's noticeable.
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
But he loves his friends and wants to help them
LadyRogue
Sir, if you won't let Amelia get away with her bullshit, she's going to attempt to keep you from doing the same. >(
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
but also consider...
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
you're not the boss of him
LadyRogue
True, but does Hawke really listen to any boss on these kinds of things??
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
N...no on that's in Dup still, rofl
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Peter N. can get him with a real good disappointed look though
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
There's something about a disappointed face from someone you've got the dokis for that makes you wanna listen
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
(Chris would probably be able to get him too if his disappointed faces looked less angry lmao)
𝑅𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔
𝑅𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔
(but fair)
LadyRogue
Amelia over here tearing her hair out because boundaries but also she wants you to be kinder to yourself, Hawke. UGH
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
It is being kind because if he says no and then something bad happens it's all his fault obviously
LadyRogue
SIR DON'T YOU FUCKING START
LadyRogue
Amelia does that enough for the both of you she did it at you for fuck's sake.
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
He's the king of self-blaming self-importance and he's older than her so he did it first
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Really he's mad cause she's stepping on his turf, obv.
LadyRogue
Obviously~
ltmutiny
ropes u say
ltmutiny
(one thing I'm kind of hoping develops between them is passing control back and forth a lot )
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
omg me too, so much!!
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
he's gonna probably bring something up during Tumenalia once they're at home
YawningDodo
/sits here
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
YawningDodo
I'm! trying to do tag-in stuff!
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
YawningDodo : Excellent! I just got home so once I get the life stuff out of the way I'll do something for you to tag into
YawningDodo
woot!
ʙɪʀᴅɴᴀᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴀɢ
Take your time, since DW is being fucky
YawningDodo
yeeeah, I am probably going to go to bed before that has a chance to resolve. but I've got the link, so we're good!
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