So I realize on my day off I may need to get ahold of an audiologist or someone who specializes in ears/hearing..

I had a sinus cold or something not long ago and now it feels while my hearing recovered... it also didn't.. because i was working today and i was having trouble hearing people three or four feet away from me speaking at certain volumes... i just...

i'm so scared i'm going deaf

I get that. I'm hard of hearing myself and have had hearing aids since I was twelve. It can be frustrating. I mean I am used to it but for others. Like you that aren't. I hope the audiologist can help or at least help figure what is up/it heals over time.

so do i. i've resolved to not freaking out until then