Jamil Sexuality: Sorta demi, very pan. He doesn't see gender, but he definitely has to make an emotional connection of some kind before he's genuinely attracted. And it takes even more for him to become interested in getting serious with anyone.
Jamil Gender: Haha I headcanon that he doesn't actually care about gender norms when it comes to clothing, makeup, etc... but actual full-blown crossdressing is a difficult matter due to his upbringing. He would like to try it, but he gets a bit anxious and hasn't realized why
A Jamil Ship: A ship I haven't actually talked much (if at all) about is him and Jade! That was actually my first Big Ship for Jamil. I liked it more than Jamil and Azul for a bit
Jamil NoTP: Jamil and Sebek. While I can kinda see where that ship comes from, and I don't hate the idea? I would not be able to play it, because the OOC dislike of Sebek is still too strong.
Random Jamil Headcanon: I headcanon Jamil's continuing to like curry, despite it nearly killing him, is 100% his mindfulness skills (logic purely separate from emotion, etc.), but his making a point of ensuring Kalim knows he still loves it... was because he is hoping Kalim will understand he doesn't hold any feelings of distress towards what happened
I could probably write an entire series of essays on each part of his life at this point, lol. Funniest part of that is he occasionally gives me second hand embarrassment, and I simultaneously wanna shove him into a lake and wrap him in a warm blanket
Cloud Sexuality: Sometimes I'm like "eh, bi seems right" and then other times I'm like "idk WOULD he 'see' gender? or would it be more like wanting to bang a person who he realizes, as an afterthought halfway into foreplay, happens to have a penis"
At the very least I think he doesn't care much. It's difficult to have him fully interested in the first place, because there are so many other things he's more interested in
Cloud Ship: UHHH... him and Aerith are one I could do if she didn't die? But that isn't one I'm super into. /whispers I don't have that many romantic ships for him that I have strong feelings over, lol
Random Cloud Headcanon: Cloud likes milk the most because his mom would make him a glass of warm milk every night, and would tell him it'll keep the bad dreams away
Most days it's fine, and I can jump into tagging as him if the general tag drive isn't struggling, but man. When I'm already in a bad place, that shit's difficult
(Randomly I'm glad I'm not the only one who doesn't like Sebek, and also the whole thing with Jamil and Feelings makes the soulmate thread even more fun.)
And yeah Sebek has his... moments, where I don't hate him, and very rarely find specific things he says endearing? But that's as far as it gets before he says something else that just grates
The sweet thing is that if Jamil ended up with Idia? Idia's family and their organization would likely value merit over anything, and we know Jamil is insanely talented...
Jecht Headcanon: That he didn't quit drinking quite as cold turkey as he claimed, but that his slip-ups were super minor and he hardcore hated himself for every single one.
Jecht Opinion: I would hate this man with every fiber of my being if I knew him IRL But damn if I don't enjoy analyzing him and typing his train of thought...
Gender: Cis Male
A Ship: Auron