Wayward Haze
(now mh itp) Why do I always pick the worst time to not be mentally available to RP. I check out for a couple days and yet again yall go feral
[unpleasant]
Meow Knight
I'm afraid most of us (me, at least) are feral 24/7, thus there is no worst time. Is there a specific summary we can slide your way to help?
BRUNO PLS
Aye, Meowzy's right, there's no time when we aren't feral
BRUNO PLS
/chews on threads. gnargnargnar >.O
Tallorance
my ferality levels are consistent
Wayward Haze
Maybe I should just quit instead of making you all wait forever for me to actually not feel like ass.
Wayward Haze
I still love it but things like this make me feel like I'm not contributing anything and remind me that no matter what I'm just inconsequential
Wayward Haze
Fewer and fewer people are actually tagging me and/or responding to my tagouts and ... at the end of the day it doesn't matter if the Lucky or the kitchen or the apartments are maintained by other people
Wayward Haze
I don't know if I'm becoming one of those "yeah no let's do that" players who never does or if it's just that the phenomenon is happening to me more lately
Wayward Haze
but I'm in the thick of it and when coming back to check on the hobby that usually helps is making it worse
Wayward Haze
I dunno.
Wayward Haze
I feel disconnected from everything and everyone, not just online, and as someone who thrives on good connections, that's... yeah
Wayward Haze
pretty empty rn
Meow Knight
Oh hun... I'll be around if you want to talk in private. If that'll help. Just know that I'm always very excited to get tags from you.
Wayward Haze
I also realized Monday night just how much of a codependent personality I have and how unhealthy that is so uh
Wayward Haze
people not a great idea actually
Wayward Haze
avoid me at all costs
Wayward Haze
plus last October/November was when I severely dropped the ball as well and I was really hoping it wouldn't happen again and
Wayward Haze
mmmmm brain hates this a lot and is emotionally deregulating every five seconds
[unpleasant]
Okay it’s midnight and I’m about to go to bed but I assume someone else will follow me up on this
[unpleasant]
But that’s the brain weasels hon
[unpleasant]
[unpleasant]
Be kind to yourself, we all want you around
Meow Knight
This. But again, I'll be around for more detailed conversation if you need it. It's slow at work anyway, so you don't need to worry about bothering me.
BRUNO PLS
oof, same hat, seriously
Tallorance
it's absolutely the brainweasels and i'm hitting them with brooms
i also wouldn't say it's fair to consider yourself as dropping the ball when you're consistently driving a lot of stuff year round AND it's october/november that shit can get really hard for people in the mental health wiggler as it gets colder and darker
BRUNO PLS
I haven't been hearing boo on most of what I've posted and tagged and what tags I've gotten have sometimes felt like pulling teeth
Tallorance
like kat said. be gentle with yourself. you've got a LOT of shit going on irl and you are absolutely wanted around
BRUNO PLS
so it's not just you
BRUNO PLS
But if you want an ear I'm here, too We can comisserate
BRUNO PLS
or. sommat
🥨depretzels🥨
I feel this in my soul
you can't let the brain weasels win though
there's a simultaneous attack on all our brains these past couple of months but we cannot let them win
BRUNO PLS
We need some Weasel-Away
🥨depretzels🥨
it sucks cos weasels are actually so cute but boy do they love to chew on the wires

and it's like "well clean up the wires, get them out of weasel range" I'd love to, but cable management is not in my wheelhouse. it's a pile of spaghetti in there and the weasels are going ham
BRUNO PLS
literal and figurative cord spaghetti.
Wayward Haze
I'm sorry so many of us are in the same boat, it is a shitty boat to be on
Wayward Haze
Work has been kinda busy but I'm picking at Norman's tags since they're mostly fluffy rn and he's my easiest voice today
BRUNO PLS
It really is. Insert joke about the shitty boat and its poop deck....
KNEEL DOWN
this month's been kicking my ass personally, and i think everyone's feeling the same
we're about to enter the part of the year when the fewest people are available to tag because of the Commercial Christmas Season so I wouldn't judge yourself too harshly
KNEEL DOWN
october/november/december are honestly really fuckin tough months for MOst People and I wish Rp would kinda... chill... especially since so many of us are older and employed and have to face the commercial season and all
KNEEL DOWN
*chill during those months
KNEEL DOWN
i still also need to hit you up in several places!!! i'm sorry for lagging behind too
Wayward Haze
Youuuuuu have had a LOT to deal with, it's ok!
KNEEL DOWN
HEY [POINTS]
KNEEL DOWN
SO HAVE YOU
KNEEL DOWN
SO RETURN THAT KINDNESS TO YOURSELF [spritzes]
🥨depretzels🥨
YEAH!!!
Wayward Haze
/is spritzed and hides behind the fuzzy toys
Wayward Haze
/liek burb do
BRUNO PLS
/noooo, come back, birb
Wayward Haze
....hoot?
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