there are moments when I think, 'I'm tired of letting go of things', really. sometimes I wish things to 'stay' instead of merely 'happen', if they do 'happen' at all.

but it doesn't work that way, right. I know. and that's how it is, right. I know.

some time after somewhat long while. present-day me would very much like to say the very much same things past me did.

for better or worse, I guess. for better or worse.