[rp] [negative] weh. man it seems every time I find something that scratches one of my brain itches, both in dwrp and tabletop, something happens to make it not happen and I just have a huge mood drop

and it's not anyone's fault! things happen. campaigns shut down, psls die, people drop. but my brain likes to be very "welp time to never try that again!"

and it's dumb

leans on

I imagine I know what this is about, and yeah, it sucks hardcore

And yeah, there's no helping it, but it's super sad all the same

yeah, and like it's not ACTUALLY a bit deal, my brain chemicals are just always one extreme or another

so I'm sitting here like "lol brain you're being irrationally bummed about this, I'll just wait you out"

big^

i haaaaate when this happens

ur brain fixates on the brain itch brain chemicals then goes HAH??????????? when things change, The Worst

yeah exactly!

💕

I'm cursed to have bad luck and get ill/hurt whenever I join a game lol

god the curse... I've had that happen too

I know just how you feel

or how that feels. word choice

ye. and all you can do is move on, but it sucks

I feel this, 100%