the hawkmoth is self-actualising and developing even when you don't think you're ready for it, since by it's very nature if you weren't ready, it wouldn't be happening
put him through the flames, see what rot gets torched and who helps him out of the flames to find self-satisfaction, community and kindness. genuine reciprocation and love will come but not without hitting his lows first
but perhaps the end results won't happen in the way he intends or is expecting. it's not going to be a straightforward "honest days pay for an honest day's work"
frost is interesting here, it's making me think there's gonna be a bit of a disconnect with how he acts with his Inmate than with other people, for fear of his own issues getting in the way of what he thinks a "good" warden should do. he's probably gonna try smoothing over his own experiences to be more palatable to his Inmate, like snow on a battlefield
but the bogeyman being here suggests that at the end of the day, that's all in his head. his fears might be real, but no more substantial than his shadow. they won't hurt his Inmate the way he thinks they will
OTOH tho the fact that the suns in those cards look like they're rising into the Queen of Cups is a rather poetic way to say that after it all Siobhan's gonna be a much more compassionate and well-rounded person with incredible depths of wisdom born from experience
death or an end that's due, or something that's so due to die that you gotta take up the scythe yourself. Deconsecration suggests the person to do that unholy task is Kiyoiri. find the source of whatever rotting weight is anchoring her and destroying it is the only way to open her up to new ideas and the ability to both notice and accept them
whatever it is gives the impression that it's something limiting her worldview? just thinking about how there's limited to no colours until after the consecration happens
Haneul's issues are stuff he doesn't need to carry, it's an unnecessary weight that he's smart enough to know how to deal with, even if that means getting other people to help
yup yup. all of the suits have burden cards but that it's wands specifically definitely suggests it's more about like. emotional intelligence or psychological, rather than a physical or external problem
Hawkmoth, 8 of Pentacles, Queen of Strays (reversed)
Bone Fire, Queen of Cups, Queen of Pentacles
what boy doBlack Candle, Three of Pentacles, Seven of Pentacles (reversed)
3 of Cups, Frost, The Bogeyman
Lone and Level Sands (reversed), 5 of Swords, Queen of Cups
Death (sowing), Deconsecration, 3 of Wands
summon the dead10 of wands (reversed), Queen of Swords, 6 of wands
The World (reversed), Two of Wands, Knight of Cups (reversed)