Joy told me I "definitely looked my age" last night and I'm shook

I know the cult of youth is dumb but it's always been part of my identity, as stupid as that is

It's the thing I am vain about

ouch

I get it because yeah

They say your self-image locks down somewhere in your college years and, un your mind's eye, you always look that way.

StupidSexyV⚠der : IT'S DUMB I KNOW

but it's what I had going for me

oh I was going off of always getting cast younger and people asking me what school I go to as of like, a year ago

same people are always off by like 6-10 years

I actually like pictures of me NOW better than 20 years so

I was showing Joy photos of the sculpture people are making in this class and complaining that they make me look older and she was like oh hon

BUT then like I said, most people guess way off?

and I hate that I care