I’m stoned and can’t sleep so I’m going to be super random and possibly not too coherent. I sometimes wonder what it would be like to be myself completely without any apology, unconcerned about people’s judgement or perception of me.

Aren't you already?

I have to do a really hard thing tomorrow, one of the scariest choices I had to make in a long time. A huge part of why it’s scary is the judgement thing.

And now I’m going to try to sleep

Hugs

PlurkDevi : omg, no, lol, not even close. I think I do an ok job of not censoring myself to the point where I’m compromising who I am, but good lord, it’s exhausting