the dude that runs the boys home was a better dad in those months than John Winchester was. He was all... you're doing great in school, you're on the wrestling team, I'm so proud of u
Dean has his first love there, he's all dressed to take her to the dance, and right before Sonny takes him, fuckin. John Winchester rolls up to pick him up.
hi allow me to just consistently push you over the edge Dean I Totally Have Experience with the Mark of Cain after all so you should Definitely Listen to Me
I'm still just starting s2, but I'm in the middle of a pain flare so I have PLENTY of time to do nothing and distract myself with five different canon reviews
he doesn't want to be that, he just is because he has to be, because his entire life has told him that's who he is and he just accepts it now even though deep down it isn't true
everybody in his life telling him he's only good for being a murder machine, literally the only thing he thinks he's good at is being a murder machine, all of his coping mechanisms have been morphed and disfigured into accommodating that but like
he made a demon deal with a dude to kill the dude's wife, but when he found out it's because the dude was a scumbag and wanted to cheat on her or something idr i'm not to that ep yet, he killed the dude instead and fucked up the deal
probably because they didn't want to make it too hard for jensen to play dean coming back from that, given dean was already one strong breeze away from suicide
like he mostly just ran. from sam and cas and everyone he knew. i think maybe subconsciously because a part of him knew if he stayed around them he would hurt them
which, once sam captured him and dragged him back to the bunker, that's when he did try and hunt sam down and kill him, because he didn't want to be cured
so like forcing him in proximity of his cr will be when it gets sketch, but until that happens he's going to be on the lamb, out there vigilante-murdering
and now I cannot help but look at Dean basically adopting one angry little blonde who...... was going in and out of group homes at 16, stealing and getting in trouble........
this kid...
geralt: ...are u crying?
dean: NO
slays me.
John told Sam that Dean disappeared on a huntI looked up the episode and it got worse
laughs at Castiel from a corner
crowley
For now, I will lay here and feel ALL THE FEELINGS about this season.
tbf he could even hide there without Lucifer noticing
Lucifer's domain is like world's deadliest/beautiful places in nature...... with weird ambient lightning