[mh, negative] Went to lie down and decompress and my brain just melted into anxiety soup. I sorta just wanna scream.

Like nothing real bad happened today. Many parts of it were in fact great and I had fun.

I think it has just been a lot of weird shit adding up over the week.

And now that I am demonstratively over the big one everything else in the mental queue hit at once and just.

No.

Just suddenly dizzy I'm so anxious all the sudden.

Laid there and stared at random shit on the internet until my head could process for a second.

Time to just try to stuff all that back down.