i am ded

they want mum on the ward but because her blood pressure is low, they can't, so she might go from ICU tot he ward for like, a single day, then home, but I don't know right now I am just so fucking tired.

I want a hug

Like, in person hug.

But I don't want to travel for it.

Man, I'm so sorry, it's been such a tough couple of weeks for you

Like... Now and then I stop and go "Is any one of these things really that stressful?" (The answer is probably yes, I don't even know anymore) and then go "All these things, all at once is proving a little challenging."

But mum is otherwise recovering really well, friend is showing signs of improvement, and I have a thai iced tea and a ball gown selected for Friday's gaming session.

/rolls all over you