me just ranting into the void about ongoing family bullshit
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me just ranting into the void about ongoing family bullshit
me just ranting into the void about ongoing family bullshit
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content warnings for like historical abuse / substance abuse / death and shit but
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my dad was a garbage human when I was growing up
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and when I got older and burnt out on it i went low/no contact with him
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but despite that for the last five, six, however many the passage of time is an illusion years he's been trying various tactics to get me to unblock him on facebook and talk to him again, his primary favorite being sending me Guilt Gifts
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we only talk through his wife now, she is very sweet so I don't mind but
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like
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my memaw and my uncle died a few months ago and my dad's all Salty at Christianity right now apparently and for whatever reason he sent me a ouija board necklace
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lmfao I
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hmm
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like I'm not even remotely mad or upset about it I'm just like
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baffled
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is that as tactless as I feel like it is
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i mean it looks rad or whatever but i'm
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𝗒𝖺𝗌𝗂’𝗁𝖺𝗅𝖺𝗎𝗇
uhhh wtf
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lmao yes exactly my reaction
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i can not imagine how stupid the thought process about this was
1/10 Spookies
I think it demonstrates an amazing lack of thinking
a ghost
uh... hm.
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i'm sure there was thinking involved and i'm sure it was the dumbest thinking happening in the tri-state area at the time
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wellp
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i was right about this being weird
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he's started sending me birthday presents
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what the fuck man lmfao
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what is happening here
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
blink. blink.
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
that sure is a thing. a very specific set of things.
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
i'm sorry i'm new did you ever express interest in any of this or is this a biproduct of his Salt?
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lmao when I was like 11 I was super into harry potter
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but uh
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aside from that
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I think it's just because I'm the family's known agnostic and I have that Goth GF aesthetic he assumes I'm into it or some shit?
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maybe it's the Supernatural tattoo??
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
;jlakdj;a maybe it's the supernatural tattoo i choked on air
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hahahahaha
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god idefk
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i feel like he's grooming me to try and hold a séance to commune with his dead mom or some shit, it's wild
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
this is a hell of a leap to go from harry potter at 11 to straight occult readings
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y e a p
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and like objectively speaking they're pretty neat, I'll probably read them, but it's the psychology behind these choices that has me like
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why
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on the exceedingly long list of my interests, of which this generally does not exist in the top 100
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why
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stop projecting man you're a grown ass adult
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see a therapist
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
^^^this
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
but i'll leave this here for the laughs 
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
i hope it does make you laugh cause that is some bullshit
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lmfao it is remarkably entertaining in a very gallows humor way
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it's like watching a clown car crash in slow motion
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
i hope it eases off or ...gets less weird at least?
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or at least gets more weird in a way that is more entertaining but also does not directly impact me
𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕤.
1/10 Spookies
Wow, okay, you’re right. Some very convoluted, exceptionally dumb thinking went into this
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jesus CHRIST
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like good lord im sorry you're dealing with that right now. i have a very similar dad problem right down to the guilt shit. this is so ridiculous dude. im glad its not making you like. actively upset and more "wtf" though, at the very least. why are dads 
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but also if you ever do get upset and need anything im around yo
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kaye.
kaye.
ah yes. Manipulative Choices. because you can buy love and interest.
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ℙ𝔸𝕐𝔸𝕊𝕆
: thank u bro i appreciate u
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kaye.
: y e p exactly, you'd think after years of this tactic not working he'd give up but no he's opted too just
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get weird
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instead
kaye.
really doubling down thinking if he can get the Right interest the manipulation will Work huh
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yeeeeeeeeeeup
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never quite hitting the mark
kaye.
like why does he think he's just going to Magically be able to turn your honest and solid no thanks into a yes? with fucking PRESENTS? of all things?
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maybe because for many a year he just like. got me fuck all for christmas and birthdays?
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or like the kinds of gifts that were almost worse than not getting anything at all, like my birthday is in may and one year he got me a hot pink knitted scarf
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like uh
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idk man maybe it's that
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also
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look at you all existing and shit
kaye.
yep, sloooowly back in it!
kaye.
i guess i do get that on principle but it still seems so manipulative. it doesn't really change anything and it's like, all on his terms you know. not even asking what you'd want (which i assume in this case is to leave you the F alone)
kaye.
my sympathies dude, it gives me Bad Vibes
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u correct man