RP/Tag Plurk
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RP/Tag Plurk
RP/Tag Plurk
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ok so
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i really like all my threads with Astarion but like
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this one 
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Sylvie: brings him a collar she has made for him as an acceleration of a joke -- ends up discussing deep issues
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puppy is getting really good at sleeping 2 hours at a time for me
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she should be sleeping 18 (to 20!) hours a day to grow properly so i have been able to tag a little more
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trying to catch up on both meme and game threads (priority game of course)
níkmaq
i wanna sleep 18 to 20 hours a day and grow properly...
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Right??? Me too
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what a mess these two are
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trying to parse the mess of having feelings and what that means for people like them
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I love it though
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it was just supposed to be a dumb joke, you two
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Right???
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alas they're too awkward
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lol this post went sideways fast
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it's a beautiful mess ok
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hey gwen's out here offering real assistance
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not feeling tags today sorry guys
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anxious
bote lalin✨
sorry you're feeling anxious my friend
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mm it happens
Tᴀᴛᴇʀs.
places a "take care of yourself" sticker on your hand
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hey, you know where to find me if u need an ear, b
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𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍𝒃𝒖𝒔 🎔
níkmaq
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anxiety is the fucking worst bud, i hope it passes soon!!
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it hits me hard a lot without form or function or knowable reason
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just everything and anything i guess
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thankfully i was able to wrap up a commission, and work texted and checked in on me and everythings cool there (i've not missed anything to be yelled at about and they miss having me around) so that does take a bit of the edge off.
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the problem with anxiety for me a lot of the time I cant find the source of it, i'm just intensely intensely anxious and it feels like all my nerves have just gained 300000x mass and i'm turning into a black hole lmao
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I'm still feeling anxious, but it's not as bad so let me see about tags
Tᴀᴛᴇʀs.
anxiety is like suddenly hearing boss music but there's nothing to fight
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yep 100% the best description of it
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and sometimes its quiet and sometimes it's like sitting next to a 2 story speaker blasting into your ears
Tᴀᴛᴇʀs.
Yep, just enough to make you edgy, or enough to make you want to want to rip open reality
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man that's a great analogy
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this was such a fun thing to write: 
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'now I don't have much use for safe or sane' made me laugh ngl
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sylvie you precious little gremlin
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She is a disaster but a well meaning one
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love it