more shade Maya talking since I finished making dinner and once I eat it imma tag but

Imagine feeling relieved bc you finally let yourself show the anger you're feeling insiiiiide

I just realized I had a plurk for th is earlier I could aused oh well yall gon see me Today I guess

But like I'm laughing bc everything Ryou said about shades in the negative is bad. But also. Maya has never let herself feel angry to thta degree without guilt before. She always had to be righteously angry for someone else but never for herself. Always too forgiving. Always finding a way to rationalize that they hurt her out of love

She must feel like. A weight is off her shoulders. Like, I'm angry all the time so I don't know exactly how that feels, but I can imagine from other experiences

Like. Vengeánce goes against most of her feelings in canon. So she is kind of over shooting it with the shade stuff but at the same time. I wonder if that isn't beneficial

let her let it out!!

SHE'S CERTAINLY GETTING A CHANCE WITH AUNAMEE

let maya fight for herself & be angry on her own behalf

honestly yeah there's something really like... healthy to letting yourself feel the hard stuff if you generally haven't

even if you overshoot at first

I think it could be like. I could make a potentially spicy prompt with it too bc if she lets herself be angry at Morgan and her family for once, WHEW

But she can't really let THAT out without Phoenix knowing