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[werk] First of the month is hell. Helllllll. I am so tired of arguing with people about money
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Like they say: How am I gonna pay my rent???
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I am not god i am just a banker I cannot give you money
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people who get tons of fees are like I never heard of getting any fees
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some people who are understandably uspet and some that are just bastards but I am so
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s o
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s o
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so o - o o o - o o - o tired
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and I have been low -key anxietying so that doesn't help since my heart won't listen to my head
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but I can file this under things I need to bring up in therapy
JingleBells
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because abandomnet issues for days 
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Also I am tired of listening to people's truama dumping
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which is not to say I don't mind listening to friends with problems even deep problems
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but strangers telling me deep and hard intimate details of their lives like yes maybe they need someone to talk to but I can barely look at bad times in the news ffs
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Blue
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Blue I want out
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Blue I want out so bad
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take me home wisconsin roads even tho I'm not gonna moove
JingleBells
Id take you if I could >:
JingleBells
Im sorry that people are dumping truama on you
JingleBells
I also havent been to Wisconsin for a very long time myself >:
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<3 it's all good the door is open I just gotta wait to go through it
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but I'm staying my ass in Virginia because I like where I live
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until I move to the UK
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shh
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shhhhh
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sh
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I probably won't do that but I might get a degree there
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because I am a nerd
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but listen
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LISteN
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this is my home
JingleBells
hey if you want to go there and can; do it
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I plan to visit def
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for a friendaversary
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England, Scotland and Wales
JingleBells
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Id like to visit too at some point
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yesss
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I still need to go to Disney too goddamnit
JingleBells
likewise
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but it'll probably be in California because someone is a snob
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not me
Pen Again
CA disney is fun, but it's also the only disney I've been to
Pen Again
I'm sorry people are being so awful
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it is the first of the month
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and tax time
Pen Again
Yeah. We get calls for win/loss reports and w2g info and it's just like... I cannot wait for tax season to be over
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yeah
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SOON BEE
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sooon
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well for me
Pen Again
I mean fairly soon for us too. Just a month and a half. BUT SOON in exciting new ways for you!
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Yes
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Yessss