Lilith
Okay TDL of MONDAY Feb 28th
Lilith
Don't sleep on the right
Duke Oliver comes in the night
To attack from the right
He'll give you such a fright
Don't sleep on the right!!!
Lilith
SOMEHOW I rolled onto my right which is a fucking neat trick because I was sleeping on the couch which is a whole 1 foot wide I HAVE NO IDEA HOW
Lilith
anyway
- As close to 12 as possible, food + meds NO ALMONDS allowed!!
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peanuts IRONICALLY are okay
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Um
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Boston!!! CF TEAM! /cheerleads/ Get Gotcha! (it's charging) set up Mom's too?
Trade pokemon???
- Don't forget to ask questions about blood thinner etc.
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~_~
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Robbie vest
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-- DESIRED: call Grandma asap
- Read Dad's book, read Kyle's ... everything. Sharon's, Imp's, Sophie's.
(thinking)
Lilith
Don't got jeans. (annoyed) Like Dad insisted I couldn't take more than 2 pairs of clothes and while more has been gotten, not much
Lilith
Err I mean I do "have" Jeans & such -> it's just all at School street an hour away from my Grandparents. And who the fuck knows when I'll be able to go back. Moosey leans towards "never" but he's a very histrionic little (big???) thing
Lilith
esp. when affected by chemical allergies fucking up his brain
Lilith
My grandparents have said I personally can stay if worse comes to but holy fuck. I haven't been overnight here in /SQUINTS AND THINKS/ I think a decade? Which I mean I was still an adult, and I had CFIDS buuuuut LBR I have gotten a lot worse. Like
Lilith
The downward slope of the last decade is severe. I went from sliding as a teen with SOME occasional "slightly better than the previous state but only to continue a downward trajectory" /chomps fingers
Lilith
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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My breathing is the best in the last decade + even with only one lung
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BUT UM :T I do gotta do the nebulizer and vest nightly so far and ugh
Lilith
allergies have definitely gotten worse
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-_-'
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I mean comparing migraines to before I had the B2, melatonin, Propranolol and Duloxetine -> fuck yeah those were WAY worse I mean I haven't had to curl up in a ball with pillow over head etc. in ages the closest I came was just before Kyle came -- Oh and the Aimovig shots help a fuckton
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/rubs temples/
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But my sheer fucking endurance and stamina.... Like that's a big big big big thing because if I sleep 16 hours (which happens!!!!! CFIDS = fuck) then my Grandma will freak because food and NOW that I have to take meds with food every 12 hours....
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/pulls cheeks
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I can't even leave the state though. Like literally not just Covid but health insurance ayyyyy
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WHATEVER I will figure it out.
Lilith
I want to cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooook
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and clean and take care of my grandparents not the other way around ayyyy
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oh
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I just realized the biggest problem with me staying at my grandparents
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My grandma would literally rather die than stop being a socialite
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/STARES DEATH IN THE FACE!!!!!!
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SOooooooooooooooooooooooo yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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WELL Better hope School street clears out asap :VVVVVVVVv
Lilith
Can't go to my godparents or Kyle's because it's leaving the state :T
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-- STILL don't know what happened to all the switch games I packed? That's gonna bug me indefinitely.
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Rune Factory 5 is so close though
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SO CLOSE
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22 days :V 3 weeks :VV
Whatson
Staying with Grandma will probably kill you in two ways: the "give me social life and give me death" is a pretty big problem,
Whatson
But the "it's grandma's house" might just kill you by all of the food you probably shouldn't eat and lots of it
Vincent Gogh
Lilith
rofl no My Grandma is really REAAAAAAAAAAALLLY more careful about my food allergies than my Mom
Whatson
It's universally known that grandmas like to make their grandchildren fat
Lilith
lol
Lilith
my mom is still worse like that
Whatson
No... No she forgets to feed you
Lilith
sometimes :|a
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