also, one of the reasons I haven't been online/around as much is since I've been losing weight, I am. in a lot of pain

unforch losing weight once you hit a certain limit really fucking hurts

and uh, I'm morbidly obese so losing weight has been. A fucking thing

pros: I can move around more easily!
cons: OH GOD MY MUSCLES AND JOINTS AAAAAAAAA

ouch

our doctor actually mentioned this was going to happen, and I'm starting to think this kind of pain is why a lot of people just. stop

because no one MENTIONS you're going to fucking hurt really bad

as far as I understand, it's like....if you've ever held something really heavy for a long time and then let it go, you have a moment relief and then your muscles and joints freak out

this wouldn't hurt as bad if I had access to types of exercise that reduce weight (like swimming) but, UNFORTUNATELY,

I just have to truck on and maybe talk to my doc and see if he can get me on something that won't kill my liver long term like ibuprofen will

unfucking my body after years of an undetected chemical imbalance making me overeat fucking sucks

Ganbatte