welp, i did it. i got tickets for April first. i chose the date based on the fact that Patrick came back two months later than everyone else. I missed Amber I don't wanna miss

(the funny story is a friend of mine asked what tickets were going for during he pandemic, and i looked them up for the first week of feb and they were $50 and buy one get on free right before Amber announced she was leaving.)

within minutes (i looked like five minutes later, the tickets jumped to $350 and were over a thousand last night.)

and if i don't feel safe, i can sell the tickets or whatever.