It's 2:30 am and I'm
>blasting Rage Beneath the Mountains while drawing
>bawwing about how my mental image of my own OC doesn't match my art skills
>bawwing about how pure these ships I cobbled together for a christmas present look
>please send help

I honestly sincerely love that my partner's Christmas/birthday/anniversary art present happens at the end of the year because whatever I make is like a culmination of everything I learned in the past year. Like some kind of annual final exam.