I think it's nothing wrong to be a little bit more selfish

I felt like I was a shitty person only thinking about myself, not caring about others well-beings. But now I think I kinda accept what and who I am.

Got my ears pierced 4 months ago. I did not think too much about it back then, but now that I got it done I feel so bad for my ears lol

It is natural for body to heal itself but I am letting it heal in case the pierced ears close up. Isn't that cruel lol

I try not to draw any conclusion without adequate evidence. But this world is full of assumptions and misinformation.

Nothing is absolute.

My point here is it seems meaningless chasing for a "correct" POV
I hate people forcing me to believe in one thing by saying it is a "correct" thing to do

I did not realize how fast I talk until I recorded myself talking lol
Once my mum told me she couldn't hear what I was saying bc I was talking too fast. I argued with her that I was talking in a normal speech pace.

I think I do think faster than I speak, that's why sometimes I can't express myself clearly. I got all the ideas in my head but by the time I speak, I am thinking about other things already

My mom also told me, there is no correlation between happiness and your wealth or knowledge. Being smart does not mean you are happier than others. Being naive does not necessarily mean you are less than others. Life is hard.

When they are embracing their lives, it doesn't matter at all

I think I was surrounded by lots of smart people growing up. I believe 80% (if not more) of my primary school classmates went to the college. Some of my high school classmates become doctors, some are earning shit tones of money....I never felt smart before...but now I think kids nowadays are becoming dumber and dumber

I never felt smart before but when I was studying at college, suddenly I realize there are a lot more dumb people out there

I can't believe students can get into the uni with only 19 scores in their DSE exam tbh lol

that is fking low lol

I know I sound cocky but nahhhhhhhhhh

If you study hard and study properly, getting a 4 in an exam is just a piece of cake...I won't even attend the exam if I cannot guarantee a 4

true story btw

I hate physics and I dont want to waste my time studying it. I cannot drop that subject out bc I passed the exam at school. I just hate it to the extend that I don't want to attend the exam.

And I did. I didn't show up and I never regret it

One thing I do regret is I didn't check my calculator before my maths exam. and yes I messed up

I was expecting a 5 actually.....

If I got one more score in the public exam, I might probably go to another uni and study English education and stuff. I don't hate English, I don't hate educating kids.

btw the way I picked my major is by filtering out something I hate, picking a subject I hate the least lol. I am glad that I picked English as my major. but obviously my English is not as good as I was cuz I am not using it often.

academic results is not everything, but it can show how much you care. I dont think they deserve to be seen as a college kid if they dont change their mindsets.

One thing I value during my college days is not knowledge I study on textbooks. I value the words tutors said and the insightful thoughts they share.

If you are only going to the college for the certificate, I feel so bad for you.

I dont have friends in college but I miss those days. Luckily people dont judge my preference. I guess people in my faculty tend not to judge people by thier personality. Great authors mostly have weird thoughts and personality, that's explained why.

and i realize most people don’t give a fuck to others. I always sit by myself, eat by myself, and no one cares.